Journal: Glenn Louis Parker;

Entry 1

Early January 2013 or late December 2012 I had a  Satori; Desire-less; Desire by listening to Paul Lowe’s recording every day over and over, for MONTHS!

And CLICK,  it was so beautiful and unfamiliar that it scared me and I snapped back, the tripper was “when you realize your NOT awake your AWAKE”

Then I tied just being with, what is, my truth.

Which was not fun at first but got better then WORSE then and back and forth I go 🙂

Now the rift between the Satori and NOW is closing more and more with each day.

I don’t watch much in the way of TV and what I do watch I  download without commercials…

But over the past few months I’ve noticed that I can’t watch many of the shows I once did. Any violence is ether very uncomfortable to watch or kinda hurts.

Examples: Walking Dead & Big Bag Theory,  and much of the content seems childish and VERY violent.

I’ve been bookmarking all the videos sent to the Paul’s IML email group, watching them instead of TV / Movies.

This is where I learned of the “Wheel of Saṃsāra” in the East and living up to 80,000 life times! And that you can wake up FARE earlier than 80,000! You just have to be willing to be in the “TOTAL HERE AND NOW!”

And Paul talked about the Tibetan book of the dead that says your next life is set by where you leave off in this one, which feels right. So I’ve set my goal to be MORE awake.

Abraham-Hicks  says that the one you know as Jesus doesn’t see your sickness but only sees your wellness, and I really took to that.

Now I’m starting to see that practicing “Unconditional Awareness” in every moment is really the next step and is helping close the gap each day to being in the TOTAL here and now!

I’ve been gathering some sharing skills that help others close the gap and get a glimpse of being ONE, by doing the following.

Asking if they are open minded to a quick and simple exercise, to help be here and now which us very calming and peaceful.

I do my best to sync up to a state of Unconditional Awareness and think of how Jesus only would see people’s wellness.

And it goes something like this:  Just be here now… And now….

And NOWWWWW and generally by the third now we sync up to another level.

And many times I get a CLICK by the person I’m with. They say they get an experience of something they can’t describe, a shift.

After I direct them to what materials I feel at the time may speak to them, if they want to experience this more and more.

In general I’ve always been a kind person, I’ve cared for my mum who took me in when I was very sick and in turn I did the same for her.

Suggestions by Paul I’ve found useful:

Imagining yourself outside the body being tethered floating, being the watcher.

Being unconditional, being with WHAT is no matter what it is. Which for a time was rather bumpy but now is a gift.

I fell this also makes for a VERY well adjusted person.

Buddha’s technique on repeating everything 3 times both mentally & verbally, which is really only practical to do mentally rather than in public. However I’ve found this to be VERY USEFUL!

I’m sharing this to help convey information that may help others AWAKE in the time of being coming 4th Density Beings!

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